Recently I did a party where I meet with people individually for 30 minutes. The original plan was for four people, I prefer no more than eight. It turned out we had ten or more. Because I do not like to disappoint people I agreed to continue.
The first woman in was a young woman. As the souls came in for her, a young boy came bounding in smiling. He was around ten years old. I asked her if she knew this kid, she told me no. We continued on but the boy stayed I asked he a few more times she said no so I ignored him. The next woman came in the boy was still with me. I asked her if he was for her, she also said no. he stayed faded in the background but didn’t leave.
Several others came down for their session but I didn’t ask about him, I was thinking maybe he was from the area or something, this isn’t perfect. It wasn’t until another young woman came in when he came forward again. I wasn’t going to ask her but because he came forward, I asked. She also said no, at this point I realized he really liked the young girls and was a bit mischievous.
Finally, toward the end, two women came in together. At this point, I was getting tired as I had also done two intense private sessions during the day in Rockland (not an excuse). This young boy came forward again but I chose to ignore him for the other souls who came in for them. I was giving the two messages; it was a bit hard because this kid kept just standing there. I never thought to ask them if he was for them.
After the two received messages, one more than the other, one of them stopped me and said we are here for a specific reason. She told me they were here for her friends’ son who was killed in an accident. I told them or perhaps asked as I don’t remember exactly how this happened if the boy I had with me was her son. She said it sounded like him.
I explained the situation and how he was with me all night. I know I gave them some messages but as usual, I can not remember them.
I tell you this story because I was extremely disappointed in myself for not paying attention and also because I allowed the friend to say exactly why they were there. I tell people if someone hasn’t come through just give me a name and don’t tell me who he is, they will come through. I must have not said that to them.
I know me posting this some people will use it to not come to see me or call me a fake. I can’t let that stop me from telling it as it is and being completely honest. I just want everyone to know this isn’t perfect & we just don’t have all the answers. I also want to make it very clear how upset I am this happened as I felt I let the mother down.
I take what I do very seriously and when I miss something it hurts me perhaps more than the person I am with. I always get messages for others; I have never left anyone with nothing yet I always want more for my client.