I had a session with a client I gave messages to at a party two years ago. I knew we met and where, however, as usual I couldn’t remember what her messages were. The messages this time were around her marriage and business. Her Grandmother came to me first, than her two grandfathers. I saw her struggles and the tug of war she is going through. She has some serious choices to make, she is very unhappy. I saw resentment building, growing into anger than hate. Her grandmother was telling her to respect herself. I am not here to tell anyone what to do just deliver the messages; it’s up to you to follow them or not, however they are pretty persuasive.
The session went well, they showed me she was both logical & Creative, mostly creative. They didn’t give me what she actually did this time, they did the first time. She remained completely silent as the session when on, which is how I like it. As those of you who know me know, it’s what I prefer. I did notice it made her a little up tight; she wanted to confirm things, which is ok as long as you don’t say more than that.
After her messages were complete, I asked her about the first time we met, as I didn’t remember.
She advised me, everything, I told her, has been happening … now this isn’t the power of suggestion thing, like, you’re going to purchase a red car on Thursday & you do. No, these were life’s events, no one had control over. As we spoke about her first session, it came back to me. After I finished her messages during that session, it was clear she was not happy. I thought at the time they may have given her messages that were wrong, even though, that has never happened. As we spoke, she told me she didn’t like the message, which is why she left the way she did at the end of that session. She apparently went to other mediums & received, “better” readings, ones she wanted to hear, but mine were the only ones that were right on, so she came back, this time she listened.
My calling as a Caulbearer is to give messages the souls wants those who are brought to me to hear, NOT, what you want to hear. I never say what they tell me without questioning them. No, I am somewhat of a skeptic, meaning, I question them a few times about what they tell me, before I say it. This is just one more of a long line of lessons; I get from the divine spirits. They show me I must believe in the messages & because I never ask leading questions, there is no way I can guess or make something up. No, if I no longer hear the messages of the souls or the divine spirits have decided to take away my gifts, I will walk away from this with honor. Knowing I gave many messages they needed to hear, when they heard them.
This is not about me, no it’s about the souls & divinity who have chosen me, to speak through me to their loved ones. I don’t care about being right for me, no, I have to be right for you. I have simply been chosen and even through all the pain that comes with this, I am forever grateful, I have this gift.