I have been in a bad place for a while.
Like most people in this country, I am struggling financially. Yes, even caulbearers go through tough times. I am not a quitter, I never give up but sometimes things build up.
With the financial and personal issues as well, as a struggle, I turned to God for help. God has granted me the gifts I have, and I am grateful for them because they allow me to help as many people as I have. As this built up, I asked God to give me a sign, to let me know if I should continue to do this. I asked him for strength to help me show me a way through this difficult time in my life.
The next day, I had a session with Roger, He validated the souls that came in for him but I was struggling with his messages he wasn’t getting it. We had an hour scheduled, I go into a zone when I am about to do a session, and my mindset is for an hour or half an hour whichever I had set up. I got on Zoom with Roger and he tells me he only has a half hour. He was distracted by people around him because he was at work. I have never had this happen before, but I adjusted and did, the best I could.
I told him at the end of the half-hour, to send me another Zoom link so we could finish our session. After several days without hearing from him, I reached out to him to set up the continuation of our session, he told me he was good with what we did and didn’t want to continue.
This had me wondering, if this was the sign I asked for, should I stop doing sessions, that God had decided I should no longer have this ability. If this is the case I would have to honor God’s wishes, I have no choice.
The day after Roger told me he didn’t want to continue, I had two sessions scheduled. I was considering whether I should cancel them, or not. I reflected on this and felt I should keep the appointments. I was glad I did, both were incredibly strong and meaningful for my clients. One of the two has already recommended me to two people. With that, I wondered if I would get a sign at all. Still struggling I had accepted, I wasn’t, going to get a sign at all and this financial struggle will continue.
Then it happened, I was looking out my kitchen window watching the beautiful fall leaves falling, when one hovered it was like a helicopter, just floating alone, as others were falling all around it. Two falling leaves struck the hovering leaf as they fell but that leaf just sat there for about one minute. As it started to fall, I yelled, go to the right, please don’t fall into the pool like the others. Sure enough, it went to the right and not into the pool. This was a clear message, it was the message I asked for. This is the second time this has happened. The first time was when I was doing a session.
I am doing the best I can to get through this I have no other alternative and will keep marching on. I will make things better with a little help & guidance from above. I am confident now I am to continue to bring clients healing, and helpful messages, if things do not get better financially, I know I will have the strength to get through it.
Always remain hopeful never hopeless, always stay optimistic never pessimistic.